February's Mood

January was one hell of a month for me, I felt as if that one month was 3 months long. From exhaustion to just having to face uncomfortable conversations and situations, I was tested. I couldn’t wait for the month to be over in hopes that I would gain some clarity and experience some sort of ease.

This month I am focusing on being honest with myself about various aspects of life. I’m in a time where I am experiencing change and really having to come to terms with the reality of my current circumstance. This is no easy feat, I am having to look at my self and my situation objectively and answer a lot of my own questions no matter the outcome. I am also allowing my self to feel and at the same time trying to get used to letting things go when they no longer serve their purpose in my life.

A friend of mine told me the other day that I need to release in order to invite new into my life and although that sounds easy it has been very hard for me. I am having to be real with myself about the fact that I am currently blocking my own blessings out of fear. But in turn, I am realizing that I truly have the power to change my trajectory. Yes being honest is hard but it is also beneficial as I am now able to see clearly the areas I need to work on in order to continue to elevate myself.

What are you focusing on this month? Let’s discuss in the comments!